MY SECOND E-MAIL, A DISCLAIMER. . .

I'M SORRY IF I SOUND UTTERLY HEARTLESS
but you, if you know me, i don't think heartless is it
vengeful, either
i'm trying to be fair, trying to remember correctly, how things went down
they didn't go down looking pretty for me, or i don't think,
anyone involved
i feel a certain pain having to remember things as they happened
but i can't imagine that pain being anyone else's but mine,
again, i know it's not really fair, going thru 'pain' then and then
now, jeesus, again?
so, in all fairness to all involved, i have thought about all sides
and have decided yes, to tell it all without exagerations or inventions
just the blatant truth, what i think we all deserve, and need to admit