I DON'T BELIEVE IN NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTIONS, THAT'S FOR PEOPLE WHO WANT TO LOOK BETTER TO EVERYONE ELSE, BUT STILL NEED CONCRETE PROMISES TO BREAK. . .

NOT THAT THEY EVER INTENDED TO KEEP THOSE RESOLUTIONS, GOD FORBID HONESTY TO EVER
ENTER THE DOMAIN OF THE DEFINITION OF 'COOL'
WHATEVER, IF YOU NOTICE ANYTHING, YOU WILL HAVE NOTICED I CHANGED THE DESCRIPTION OF THIS BLOG, REMOVING THE WORD THAT MEANS 'TO BITCH' AND LEAVING ONLY THE THING I
WANT TO PROTEST, BECAUSE IT'S NOT OVER, WAR
THE REASON? TIRED OF BITCHING, IT'S JUST IGNORED, AND, I LEARNED RECENTLY, TO MY DISMAY, SOME PEOPLE WOULD RATHER HURT OTHERS, OR BE EVIL, OR JUST STAND AROUND AND
WATCH OTHERS DO IT, WHEN NOT CHEERING THEM ON
ALONG WITH DECOROUSLY DEALING WITH DEATH, ANOTHER GREAT LESSON I NEEDED TO LEARN, AND ALONG WITH 'LETTING THINGS BE', OR REALIZING YOU CAN'T CHANGE PEOPLE FOR THE BETTER IF THEY REFUSE TO, THREE IS REALLY A CHARM
SO THIS IS THE LAST FINGER-POINTING IN THE WHOLE SORDID LIST I'M GOING TO DO,
THEN, I WILL ONLY PROTEST WAR AND OTHER MORE GENERAL INJUSTICES THAT SO FILL OUR
WORLD, HOPING SOMEONE WILL PICK UP ON THOSE THINGS, AND MAYBE CHANGE THEM
THAT IS ALL I CAN REALISTICALLY HOPE FOR, A MINOR PUSH IN THE DIRECTION OF EVOLUTION,
NOW THAT IT'S CLEAR PERSONAL REDEMPTIONS HERE AND THERE ARE REALLY JUST BONUSES
TO BE CHEERED ON AND APPLAUDED

SO, IF YOU ARE SICK WITH TWO STROKES AND YOU THINK THAT THE EMPLOYEES, OR SOME OF THE RESIDENTS OF WHERE YOU LIVE, MIGHT RESPOND CARINGLY, BY NOT MAKING DAILY LIFE EVEN
HARDER FOR YOU, OR EVEN WHEN YOU NEED HELP BECAUSE THEY'VE DECIDED MAKING YOU
PARANOID OF BEING SAFE IN A TOTALLY VIDEO'D ENVIRONMENT IS SOME KIND OF FUN, THINK AGAIN
AND WHEN I ASKED THE CLERKS HERE TO TELL ME I WAS JUST 'SCARED WITHOUT REASON'
BECAUSE THE VIDEOS JUST DIDN'T SHOW WHAT I THOUGHT IN MY MIND WAS GOING ON,
DID THEY HELP RESOLVE THAT DOUBT AND MAKE ME FEEL ANY BETTER? WELL, NO, IT WAS SO AMUSING TO LET THE CRAZY PERSON WONDER, I GUESS
SO NOW THAT I'M GETTING BETTER, I CAN LOOK BACK ON THE WHOLE EPISODE, AS CLEARLY
EMBARRASSING, BUT I NOW UNDERSTAND BETTER WHY SOMEONE I SHOULD TRUST, REALLY
CANNOT BE TRUSTED AT ALL, NOT EVEN TO THIS DAY, BECAUSE THEY FEEL THEY ARE BETTER THAN YOU, AND YOU AS AN OLD AND CRAZY CLIENT DON'T DESERVE THE AMENITIES OTHERS DO
I CAN PUT WHAT I FELT THEN INTO WORDS NOW, EVEN THOUGH MY FEARS COULD HAVE BEEN DEALT WITH MORE KINDLY WHEN I REALLY NEEDED TO FEEL SAFE, I WAS DENIED THAT KINDNESS,
I WONDER WHY, AND I'LL WAGER THAT WAS NOT WHAT WAS WRITTEN INTO THE JOB
DESCRIPTIONS THEY WERE HANDED BY THEIR BOSSES AT THE JOHN STEWART COMPANY
THIS CLEARLY IS AN INFRACTION OF THE 'DON'T BULLY' OTHERS LAW, AND AN INFRACTION OF
'MANNERS' AND 'RESPECT', IF YOU STILL BELIEVE IN THOSE THINGS
IT'S AT LEAST AN INFRACTION OF THE 'DON'T TREAT OTHERS. . .' LAW SO WIDELY INVOKED
AND, I'LL WAGER, ON MY FRIENDS' REPUTATIONS AS ATTORNEYS, THAT SOME LAW OR OTHER
IS ALSO BEING BROKEN SOMEWHERE
WELL, I PROMISED, AND WILL KEEP THAT PROMISE, TO STOP BITCHING, BUT DON'T GIVE ME A
REASON TO TAKE YOU TO COURT, PLEASE, I HATE MAKING LIFE HARDER THAN IT IS

P.S. THERE MIGHT BE SPELLING MISTAKES HERE, AND YOU CAN POINT TO THEM AS SOME SORT OF INDICATION I'M NOT 'COMPUS MENTIS', BUT DON'T COUNT ON IT, EVEN I DON'T THINK THEY ARE 'FUNNY', ENOUGH SAID